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Monday, February 26, 2007
~ 7:34 PM ~



I am so happy today :P


I don't know why..................:P


Well went to school as usual...


I was like so relex...but my mind full of stressness....


Its becoz of my ic lost....So fuck up...i so moody sey.....


Okey first period,i do my english situational writing...All of them stress up about the format...


ape ckp its still the same lah fren...Both format u can do...the important was not the format but ur content....aiyooo....


After that proceed to computer lab 1...i study for my social studies...


Then listening to zaini song...siak jer lagu rock...actually its hurt my ears:P haha but just bear wif it,i continue study n ignore them...kang yang saw me abit moody..he asked why i couldn't ans..sori fren... i was so stress up :"<


I do my social studies exam so relex siak..till i not realise my one the longest:P


Then we have salsa dance i just laugh all the way...till my stomach hurts :P


I enjoy the salsa dance :P


After that hav myself change..i call syg n asked me to accompany me to police station...


syg accompany me..when we reached there guess wat,my sis called n said that she found my wallet.........wif all my ic.... i was so happy but at the same time syg so bingit wif me...


ok we hav a fight....I freaking fuck up but i knoe i in the wrong...Syg forgive me n he ok...we proceed to bank in yew tee...Get my atm card ready :P


Ok here i'm here wif my new atm card....Yah i hav learn from my mistake okies...i don't want to make my important stuff lost again:P


Then me n syg proceed to Mac donald....We watch Lady boss at his psp:P


haha stay there at about 1Hour plus sia:P


I spent time wif syg i really dam love him lots....Muacks:P


me n syg talk bout future...we plan wat we gona do lau ada jodoh we plan to married...


haha so cute sey him,i never tot bout that before...he want to take license car so that he can send me to school..by that time maybe i in poly :P haha so cute la u...


after the swit talk syg sent me home...


Ok thats all for today :P


I hav update:P




*-Fila Syg Wan can?*-

Sunday, February 25, 2007
~ 12:10 AM ~

*-yElAh sYG CuTe Tu*/-He wore the bracelet i bought for hm

*-My sYG WiF HiS nEw sPeC bOuGhT bY HiS BrO*-






*-HeHe cRazY Of hIm N mE*-




*-ThE SWT CoUPle In ThE HoUsE**
Jaja N Abil KeChIk N Ain
Ok let start for today...Sori for not update my blog for the past few days..
Ok today when to Ayang house..He having her birthday party in his house.Kinda shy n paisey coz everyone was waiting for me to come especially syg...haha they wanted to cut cake.Sorry for the late.
Yah i hav fun in syg house.Kinda happy celebrate his birthday wif him..I had fun karaoke wif him n his sis...haha although my voice was not that gd coz i hav sore throat...At about 6pm i realised i lost my wallet dam shit n fuck up.Inside it was my atm card,my ic,my money n my sis ezlink card..pls guys who found my wallet that is black in color pls pass it back to me..i feel want to cry so badly sey at ayang house...But lucky ayang consoled me...Then at nite me n ayang watch pesta perdana..yeah we was like playing game who guess who win will hav 1 point.yes i win 10 point n ayang had 5 pont hehe ayang was fuck up..
I really hav fun wif my dear lots...But at the same time i really do allah give heart to those who had found my wallet n give it back to me...
I want it so badly especially my ic....pls... i need it sia....
Stop here then....





Tag reply:
Fik:ya u too dik,btw i wana cry...sori for make ur ezlink lost...mama will surely fuck up wif me..

Iqa aka noocar:Aku nye blog tak secantik ko ler gal
Adik yanie,meera,yana,hajar n wawakiss:thanks for all the comment ya


Sorry Fila reply u guys tag pendek :''<
coz she not in the mood


















































Monday, February 19, 2007
~ 10:12 AM ~
LovE U oF AlL my hEaRt-Do fEeL WhAt i fEEl FoR u??

*-PiC WhErE I MeT HiM YesTeRdaY...-*-i hAv vaMpIrE tOoTH-*


*-Fila LovE HeR Of aLl My hEArT*-sHe make me smile while i cry*-


































K lets start from yesterday story:
Sunday:-
Wake up in the morning...i got my syg msg..
he wanted me to wake him up at his home...So i got myself ready..
when i reached there..Syg was asleep..i just gave him a kiss but he still sleeping.
no heart to wake him up as he not asleep the hold day for yesterday...
Then my adik fik msg me say that umah ada perang becoz of me.I was dam fuck up i don't want to go back home.I woke dear up n he get angry wif me.He scolded me..the argument started till it want to land a break up topic.
But thanks to god everything was ok after that...i'm sori syg is not that i don't want to listen to u,i really dam sorry i promise myself not to be kamchong anymore...I spent time wif my syg without think bout my family at home..Lucky when i get back home that guy sleep*My dad*.Dad i knoe u hate me but pls let make it clear don't insult my mum becoz of me.I hate u for doing dat.I dam hate u dad.When u want to wake up ?all u do i to insult ppl.Actually i knoe the main story why u be angry its becoz of ur fren but u threw ur angry on ur family??? wat are u try to say dad???
I crying in my room while my small baby sis come to me"kakak knape nangis??papa tak syg kakak??papa syg ira tau" i was like smile in tears n hug her.
I do love my adik lots..Ya allah i really appriciate for giving me a small sis that always make me smile..thx...
To my syg i really sori....
ya i will change myself...i promise u that...
To my dear fren syafila thx for ya help dear u don't stress urself k sya i always be there
for u,as for ur guy u must confront wif him sya before anything get worst.Do contact mewhen u bored kies..i always be there for u
To all tag continue to tag me aites....thx for being my readers....




Tag:
Meera: ya i hav update..thx for the tag tag me more aites :P
Adik yanie:ya for me to noe for they to find out love u lots dik muacks
Nazz:u love elmo??me too hehe but i love wan more hehe

Friday, February 16, 2007
~ 10:14 PM ~



Wokey Mira,Fila granted ur wish.She update her Blog:P
I'M So sorry for not update my blog aites,since i busy wif my school stuff.
Well many will be asking me how i celebrate my valentine right??
Haha i not celebrating its lor...
You ask me why?i will answer ya i hav no idea.For me everyday was like a valentine day.
For me everytime wif him was the most swit moment,that why i love him lots.
Thanks for everything syg.THis is for ya*Muacks*
Well lets start for today aites.
well today was chinese new year celebration.Overall Ok lah...
I hate the Chinese gal Mc,You create A lame jokes AND i felt i want to fall asleep.:P
Sorry no offence just be honest.
After that there talk bout OuR o leVel ResUlT.
Ya WE KNOE WE hav to buck up...............
After that me,nad,faah,nadia n ida proceed to long john silver lot 1.
Yah hav our meal there....
We met maisyah.So happy meeting her.
We proceed to blok 345...lepak there.
Sing song,talk bout last time memories...miss those day...Its a miss Dayah not wif us...
then we plan to hav an outing....ya only for us ofcourse..
I bet its gona be fun.
Syg come down to the blok.Yeah miss him lots. He come down to look at me. ya i hav this mysterious sickness...nah for mum,my girls n him to noe only la kies...
Donnoe why i been like missing him nowdays...
Ok lah i think till here.
yah i try to update more often aites :P
Reply tag:
titikechiq:Love u too dik muacks,sowi ehk akak tegur tadi hehe
Meera:yeah i update k swit hehe yah sure2 as long u hapi aites swit do always tag me :P
Naz:yah hehe it an elmo.u want it???
Zahra:yah for sure i will relink u aites
To all who wish me happy valentine day:
happy valentine day to all of u too muacks
Bloghopper:hey u ex teck whyean rite??well thx for tagging will link u aites do link me :P

Sunday, February 11, 2007
~ 8:46 PM ~



















yEY MEET SYG JUZ NOW

lOVe u LoTs hOnEy

mUACKS MuACK MUACKS <33
rEpLy taG:


iKA nOoCar:

Hmm do hav any email tak??

or u can view my frenster at filalovewan@hotmail.com

tak ya log in juz type tu kies..sent me msg..

ya skola bored sal i don"t hav my close fren...


chacha:

Hola chacha yah i hav link u swit


Meera:

hehe ye ye dah update kies don"t forget to tag me

Muacks


Adik yanie:

ya thx for the wish dik


Naz:

ya u welcome

u too stay swit too aites


reeta:

yUp I HAV LINK U SWIT


~ 3:26 PM ~








*-Saturday Journey*-

Woke up at 8am.Syg woke me up..i got myself ready,and went to syg house..
He ate nasi ayam..Accompany him in kitchen.While His mum and bro were busy clean up the house.Syg wanted to went Jb n he went there alone i was worry.I scared bad thing would happen.But lucky he Ok..I went out wif Shida,Nad n Mai..
Its great lah kuar ngan dorg i hav fun...But so sad.. always go out without faah n Dayah...aiyooo.. miss dam lots...

After that tough day..I went to my hubby home..Guess wat we doing?? play psp lor...
See AbOVE MY nEw pSp lOoKS..
tHX SYG.. fOR bought for me that expensive sticker..
Heart u lots

*-*Sunday news*-

I had a bad day..Had some argument wif syg...

i dream that Atikah want to take my syg away...In that dream i fight wif her n warn her,"Kau berani dekat ngan wan aku tampar muka kau"

then she say"aku tetap nak wan" i feel like dam fuck up...Mati-mati i won"t let my syg wif a gal that had hurt my syg lots..fi sanggup uat pape demi kebahagian wan....

Words to my syg:

Pa bu sayang kan pa lau bole bu taknk pa tgl kan bu.. tapi bu faham miracle can change..
Kita dah byk kali dipisahkan dan byk kali kita ditemukan..
Air mata yg bu jatuh kan semua buat pa..
bu lepaskan pa lau satu hari pa pinta lagi perpisahan...
tapi bu mohon pa dapat pompan yg bole beri pa kebahagian bukan pompan yg beri pa sakit kepala....
Tapi sekarang bu masih ngan pa..
I love u more than my life..
Even lau bu kene korban kan nyawa ibu buat pa.. i will do it syg..
Cinta ibu untuk pa tak pernah ibu menduakannya..
Bagi ibu pa segalanya..
tapi bu tau pa belum lagi jadi milik bu seluruhnye..
Bu harap tuhan kabul kan doa ibu
I will always love u syg...

Thursday, February 8, 2007
~ 8:59 PM ~

AiYOO adik yanie i tot u ask for tag hehe..
okIES start for today update aites....
Nah bored in class... get scolded By Mr Tan this morning,i mean the whole class wokey..
guess wat all of us were quite since morning..Till Mdm Lim sey"I cannot teach when the class is quite.." haha we juz laugh n laugh...
Went back home.. SyG called me... so i went to his home...asyik kene marah sey... haha tapi marah2 syg...Love u lots lah larlink hubby ku.
Then he went to take his salary while me went back home...halfway talk to him his phone soemthing wrong i guess.. syg i really hope u ok... pls Allah protect my syg everywhere he went.. I loVE HiM oNlY n OnLyH hIm.
K lah all the best to my syg n all who take O level result for tomorrow aites..
sYg bu alwasy pray for u...
take care
*-Fila lOvE wAn*-

Wednesday, February 7, 2007
~ 10:19 PM ~


Reply tag:

tweenie AzNiTa: wEee tHx swiT:p

nAz:yAh i wiLl lInk u up sOoN AiTeS SWit

mEeRa:wIll rElINk U AiTeS :p

hAJAR:HEHE YAH bIASA LA u noe i knoe hehe faham2je la...hehe btw thx for the comment thx for tag me aites:P

Zahra:u welcome my dear fren.. thx for the comment

Maisya:hmm aku tgk dulu k asl tak sat??? sun aku selalu bz ar gal... hmmm ku tag kau k nanti

WaWAkiss:WeEE Thx FoR TAg Me tHX FoR THe cOMmEnT.. Btw tHx FoR bEiNg My FrEn :P

Ika aka Noocar:Thx SwEeTy heart ya lots.. btw how are u???

Zaini: kau giler ar lame sey tag aku tu...... tapi takpe btw thx

yANIE: THX ADIK HEHE malu nye akak aiyoooooo

Allysa: aiyoo takmo jeles lah cute miut.. hehehe i heart ya



Sunday, February 4, 2007
~ 10:15 PM ~
My new looks

RED of mE














YumMy...




sAw ME???
Ok lets start for today..
Wak up at 10 am because of my silly sis.
She go switch on radio till the max volume.
Wokey get fuck up and i woke up...
Msg My HuBby wAn...
Get myself ready...I tot to cut my hair..
But when i reach at that shop the aunty suggest me to perm my hair..
i was like think twice...then she say i look Great wif perm hair..
then i ask her to make my hair diff from other who make the perm hair..
then she say ok...
n there my new hair looks...Mummy say i look like the one gal in indonesia movie..
Giler pe lain sey...die lagi lawa.
then One family when to mak eating place..
we eat lots of food..There stick,chicken chop,prawn... lot-lot more food..
i ate till full...Msg mY hubby that i want to meet him...
i separate wif my mum n dad...
go meet hubby wif ika...
his sis follow us too...
we went lot 1 then bought bubble tea...
after that lepak...
love look at him...
he disturb me by called me shaggy.
stop it ok..Bluek...
then he we like hav bit of argument..
say i wear sexy..mane ade..mepek jer... ok lah next time me kuar kai T shirt n suar je k.
haiz...
syg nye sal... like no mood when i get back home...
i called him...
he say "u jgn mepek la... pa tak pape pun"
ok lah if u say like that...
syg juz wana tell u that..i only for u ...
don"t worry my heart just for u ..not for other guy ok...
Mi lOvE Pa...
i won"t turned to other guy...
K lah till here..
i wana take a nap...
tomolo school lor...
k lah tc...
Bubye...
Reply tag:


Fadhli: 4E lah not 4F :P ya all the for ya O level..
Nurul:Kau ni mcm tak faham lak......................:P her hair ok lah... mcm baby doll aku :P
titikechiq:I love u too dik MuacKS......














Friday, February 2, 2007
~ 2:56 PM ~
LoVe My sYg loTs mUaCkS2








First of all wana say sorry to all my blog readers,cause i never update my blog.
hehe been busy wif my school stuff lah..tired u noe..
Ok lets start from Thurs:
I hav eng remedial wif mdm Lim hehe lots of laughing lah...Nurul n FIFI make me laugh of their jokes.. Aiyooo sakit sey perut...Then go back home wif Nurul..pai bustop jer hehe..
Get home..then syg call me: You nk meet me tak?me alik cepat nari..
hehe i was dam happy quickly get myself ready..
Then hav a bit of argument..aiyoo...But ok already.. went to his home.. his mum n dad was there...me acompany him eating..hehe had a great chat wif him..
then wat him to bath n dress up...Fuhyoo for the first time i saw him i was like stuned.
he asked me why?Then i say lah ur hairstlye make me say u look hemsem.. hehe bluek.:P
spent time wif him then go back home at 10pm..LovE U lOtS SyG...
Friday:
Today... bored lah...But happy talk wif hajar n Nurul ..we hav great chat during the chem test..biasa ar copy2 haha but all the ans some merepek wakaka..
can"t stop laughing wif nurul all the way till we inside the bus.. aiyoo..
hav great laugh wif ya gf...
Ok tomorrow go to fire station at bb..mepek nye...haiz
K la gtg nk g madrasah bluek... dgr syarahan hehe... Till here:P
Tag reply:
Sis zuzu:Will link u up aites sis btw i miss u lah..
Hajar:hehe bz ar hmwk belambak ar.. penat sey.. hehe sok jumpe kies..tc..thx be my fren:P
Meera:i hav recover from my sickness..thx for the concern aites fren..
Lydia:thx ya see u in class...
Nurul:hehe same2 sick.. keeps smilling aites..jumpe at skola n giler2 lagi hehe
Shidah:will link u soon aites dear
Aznita:oic .. kk i tag u kies..

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; name~NUR HAFILLAH
; nick~ILA* FILA*
; happyly attached to~MUHAMAD SAFUAN
; love~MY SYG*LOVE SINGING
; horoscope~TAURUS
; birthday~15 MAY 90
; age~17

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