Love my OnLy WaN;

Sunday, March 4, 2007

~ 2:25 PM ~

Fila LovE u many2 can ???

ADA BAKAT TAK???JADI MINAH MOTOR?? HEHE PERASAN KO

LOVE MY DEAR MUMMY

CAN BE MODEL???

LOVE HER ALL MY HEART

Okies start for today???

Well something sickening happened yesterday....

Parents fighting.......

Dam terrify.....i so scared.....

Haiz how long must we family tahan wif my dad attitude...

I really hate u dad............

Try to call syg...but i don't dare to tell him everything...

Sorry syg... its not that i want to hide from u...

Thanks god syg was ok yesterday....

I dam need u Wan...

Even my parents separate one day i will not cry for it..

But i will cry if u left me alone...

pls don't let me go..

wif love,

Fila

Saturday, March 3, 2007

~ 8:33 PM ~

DEAR Wan,

every moment wif u i remember.I feel warm in ur arm.I want u to hold me tight n never let me go.Since the day u come in my life.I know nothing about you.I fall in love wif u when the day u care for me.I love the kiss u give me on my forehead.It told me lots of thing that i never know till the day u told me everything.U love me more then ur gal.Our love stand strong although we been seperate lots of time.But that not stop me from loving u.Since the day u joke wif me about marriage i feel how value am i in ur life.I don't want to be apart from u.I don't want to live without u by my side.Ur tears make me realise how much u love me.I'm sorry to hurt u sometimes.
I try To never repeat it again cause i hate to see ur pain.I promise to never let u go if u promise to never hurt me again.Till death i love.

From ur OnLy GaL,
Fila

Friday, March 2, 2007

~ 11:02 PM ~

*-I JUZ BE MYSELF*-

*/-EvErY frI ThIs hoW I LoOK LIkE :p/*

*-i'm StIlL a sChoOl GaL/'*-

**FILA N WAN**

**DId It LooK lIke uS :P**

**I nEvEr GiVe uP On u**

Start from this wed:

Ok nothing much happened in school...

I make one of my fren merajuk :P

ler kacau-kacau sikit jer haha jahat sey fila:P

Then at nite...i was in msn...when suddenly Zaini sing n i interupt him,he got to hear my voive:P

Ika n Zaini force me to enter RIA IDOL...

At first i can't get true line...

Maybe i was lucky that day,i get to be the last contestant..

haha so shy i sing KU SERU...

yah i was know i never win although the dj say its either teck whye or bukit view...

i knew he win cause he the first singer n get the vote more la...

not fair sey :"<>

Syg was dam jeles wif me :P cause he try to call can't but i can:P

THURSDAY:

Nah nothing happened in school.

Meet syg today:P

Have fun wif him lah...talk lot at his house..u so cute la dear

tot bout married haha siow:P

To my dear Yana don't worry k i always be by ur side pape beep fila

FRIDAY:

Bored to the max:P

NEVER MEET HIM

Mrh sey Fila tadi

sabar jer la Fila...

No mood FoR ToDaY

Simply sux:"<

Monday, February 26, 2007

~ 7:34 PM ~

I am so happy today :P

I don't know why..................:P

Well went to school as usual...

I was like so relex...but my mind full of stressness....

Its becoz of my ic lost....So fuck up...i so moody sey.....

Okey first period,i do my english situational writing...All of them stress up about the format...

ape ckp its still the same lah fren...Both format u can do...the important was not the format but ur content....aiyooo....

After that proceed to computer lab 1...i study for my social studies...

Then listening to zaini song...siak jer lagu rock...actually its hurt my ears:P haha but just bear wif it,i continue study n ignore them...kang yang saw me abit moody..he asked why i couldn't ans..sori fren... i was so stress up :"<

I do my social studies exam so relex siak..till i not realise my one the longest:P

Then we have salsa dance i just laugh all the way...till my stomach hurts :P

I enjoy the salsa dance :P

After that hav myself change..i call syg n asked me to accompany me to police station...

syg accompany me..when we reached there guess wat,my sis called n said that she found my wallet.........wif all my ic.... i was so happy but at the same time syg so bingit wif me...

ok we hav a fight....I freaking fuck up but i knoe i in the wrong...Syg forgive me n he ok...we proceed to bank in yew tee...Get my atm card ready :P

Ok here i'm here wif my new atm card....Yah i hav learn from my mistake okies...i don't want to make my important stuff lost again:P

Then me n syg proceed to Mac donald....We watch Lady boss at his psp:P

haha stay there at about 1Hour plus sia:P

I spent time wif syg i really dam love him lots....Muacks:P

me n syg talk bout future...we plan wat we gona do lau ada jodoh we plan to married...

haha so cute sey him,i never tot bout that before...he want to take license car so that he can send me to school..by that time maybe i in poly :P haha so cute la u...

after the swit talk syg sent me home...

Ok thats all for today :P

I hav update:P

*-Fila Syg Wan can?*-

Sunday, February 25, 2007

~ 12:10 AM ~

*-yElAh sYG CuTe Tu*/-He wore the bracelet i bought for hm

*-My sYG WiF HiS nEw sPeC bOuGhT bY HiS BrO*-

*-HeHe cRazY Of hIm N mE*-

*-ThE SWT CoUPle In ThE HoUsE**
Jaja N Abil KeChIk N Ain

Ok let start for today...Sori for not update my blog for the past few days..
Ok today when to Ayang house..He having her birthday party in his house.Kinda shy n paisey coz everyone was waiting for me to come especially syg...haha they wanted to cut cake.Sorry for the late.
Yah i hav fun in syg house.Kinda happy celebrate his birthday wif him..I had fun karaoke wif him n his sis...haha although my voice was not that gd coz i hav sore throat...At about 6pm i realised i lost my wallet dam shit n fuck up.Inside it was my atm card,my ic,my money n my sis ezlink card..pls guys who found my wallet that is black in color pls pass it back to me..i feel want to cry so badly sey at ayang house...But lucky ayang consoled me...Then at nite me n ayang watch pesta perdana..yeah we was like playing game who guess who win will hav 1 point.yes i win 10 point n ayang had 5 pont hehe ayang was fuck up..
I really hav fun wif my dear lots...But at the same time i really do allah give heart to those who had found my wallet n give it back to me...
I want it so badly especially my ic....pls... i need it sia....
Stop here then....

Tag reply:
Fik:ya u too dik,btw i wana cry...sori for make ur ezlink lost...mama will surely fuck up wif me..

Iqa aka noocar:Aku nye blog tak secantik ko ler gal

Adik yanie,meera,yana,hajar n wawakiss:thanks for all the comment ya

Sorry Fila reply u guys tag pendek :''<
coz she not in the mood

Monday, February 19, 2007

~ 10:12 AM ~

LovE U oF AlL my hEaRt-Do fEeL WhAt i fEEl FoR u??

*-PiC WhErE I MeT HiM YesTeRdaY...-*-i hAv vaMpIrE tOoTH-*

*-Fila LovE HeR Of aLl My hEArT*-sHe make me smile while i cry*-

K lets start from yesterday story:

Sunday:-

Wake up in the morning...i got my syg msg..
he wanted me to wake him up at his home...So i got myself ready..
when i reached there..Syg was asleep..i just gave him a kiss but he still sleeping.
no heart to wake him up as he not asleep the hold day for yesterday...
Then my adik fik msg me say that umah ada perang becoz of me.I was dam fuck up i don't want to go back home.I woke dear up n he get angry wif me.He scolded me..the argument started till it want to land a break up topic.
But thanks to god everything was ok after that...i'm sori syg is not that i don't want to listen to u,i really dam sorry i promise myself not to be kamchong anymore...I spent time wif my syg without think bout my family at home..Lucky when i get back home that guy sleep*My dad*.Dad i knoe u hate me but pls let make it clear don't insult my mum becoz of me.I hate u for doing dat.I dam hate u dad.When u want to wake up ?all u do i to insult ppl.Actually i knoe the main story why u be angry its becoz of ur fren but u threw ur angry on ur family??? wat are u try to say dad???

I crying in my room while my small baby sis come to me"kakak knape nangis??papa tak syg kakak??papa syg ira tau" i was like smile in tears n hug her.
I do love my adik lots..Ya allah i really appriciate for giving me a small sis that always make me smile..thx...

To my syg i really sori....
ya i will change myself...i promise u that...

To my dear fren syafila thx for ya help dear u don't stress urself k sya i always be there
for u,as for ur guy u must confront wif him sya before anything get worst.Do contact mewhen u bored kies..i always be there for u

To all tag continue to tag me aites....thx for being my readers....

Tag:

Meera: ya i hav update..thx for the tag tag me more aites :P

Adik yanie:ya for me to noe for they to find out love u lots dik muacks

Nazz:u love elmo??me too hehe but i love wan more hehe

Friday, February 16, 2007

~ 10:14 PM ~

Wokey Mira,Fila granted ur wish.She update her Blog:P

I'M So sorry for not update my blog aites,since i busy wif my school stuff.
Well many will be asking me how i celebrate my valentine right??
Haha i not celebrating its lor...
You ask me why?i will answer ya i hav no idea.For me everyday was like a valentine day.
For me everytime wif him was the most swit moment,that why i love him lots.
Thanks for everything syg.THis is for ya*Muacks*

Well lets start for today aites.
well today was chinese new year celebration.Overall Ok lah...
I hate the Chinese gal Mc,You create A lame jokes AND i felt i want to fall asleep.:P
Sorry no offence just be honest.

After that there talk bout OuR o leVel ResUlT.
Ya WE KNOE WE hav to buck up...............
After that me,nad,faah,nadia n ida proceed to long john silver lot 1.
Yah hav our meal there....

We met maisyah.So happy meeting her.
We proceed to blok 345...lepak there.
Sing song,talk bout last time memories...miss those day...Its a miss Dayah not wif us...
then we plan to hav an outing....ya only for us ofcourse..
I bet its gona be fun.

Syg come down to the blok.Yeah miss him lots. He come down to look at me. ya i hav this mysterious sickness...nah for mum,my girls n him to noe only la kies...
Donnoe why i been like missing him nowdays...

Ok lah i think till here.
yah i try to update more often aites :P

Reply tag:

titikechiq:Love u too dik muacks,sowi ehk akak tegur tadi hehe

Meera:yeah i update k swit hehe yah sure2 as long u hapi aites swit do always tag me :P

Naz:yah hehe it an elmo.u want it???

Zahra:yah for sure i will relink u aites

To all who wish me happy valentine day:
happy valentine day to all of u too muacks

Bloghopper:hey u ex teck whyean rite??well thx for tagging will link u aites do link me :P